Highlight of the day!

Today was the Honor Graduates Award Night. I got a certificate, a flower and our cord to wear to graduation. My Mother and Brother came to this event which showed me how proud and supportive they really are. They are what makes me strive for all this greatness in life. Simple things like this, makes me truly overjoyed.

It all kind of hit me that senior year is coming to an end. It made me realize how much I've grown and accomplished, starting from elementary school, middle school and all the way to high school. All the obstacles and trials I've overcome with family,school and just life in general. I've learned to appreciate life and all the people in it and the friends that I have made who had such a great impact in my life. I may not have the friends I used to talk to or whatnot but that's the point of life. Things change, people change and we all evolve. We all learn how to grow up somehow. There were times when I doubted and didn't believe in myself. That's just the way I am though. I over analyze and over-think things. I'm pessimistic. That's because I don't want to get my hopes up and end up getting disappointed.

What has been bothering for a long period of time now is my "Undeclared" Bachelor of Arts. I'll be attending College in the Fall, which is August-ish. I'm nervous about college. Just the whole thought of it. I am also excited to just begin my pre-requisite classes. Maybe by starting with that, I'll find what I truly want to major in. Uggh I'm just so unsure of what my real passion is. I guess there is that money issue, too. Am I willing to sacrifice my own passion when I do find it or am I willing to get a major on something that I'm unsure of just to provide an income for my family? I'll just have to wait and see where the future takes me. Until then, Congratulations to the Class of 2011!

Today also marks the one year death anniversary of a good friend of mine. Rest in peace Charlene. I miss you.